sandeybabesxo

2011-07-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

not every girl has the hottest bodies that guys like,

not every girl gets everything they want.

not every girl dreams come true,

not every girl has a boyfriend,

i sometimes wonder why.. guys go for the girls who has the hottest bodies but the worse personality's?

2011-04-21T04:37:00.000-07:00

i don't understand why at the beginning once someone loves you they would chase you like a mum chasing her baby, but later on it's just like whateva i don't really care i got bored of you.

2011-04-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

why am i always feeling sad everything that you saying to me or treating my mum/family is breaking me down each day.

2011-03-13T00:49:00.001-08:00

your always giving me additude theres no day that my eyes have no tears dripping down

2011-01-14T00:52:00.000-08:00

maybe its just me, i fell for him too deep
he does whateva he wants cos hes old enough

even though i say no dont, he still does it like okay then
im like nothing.

2010-11-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

whenever i receive a txt message i always hope its from you.

2010-11-29T21:18:00.003-08:00

you always change your mind when your with your friends

and when your with me you seem so happy and everything but the next day your so different ):

2010-11-29T21:18:00.001-08:00

i just want t get out of the house at times

2010-11-29T21:14:00.000-08:00

i dont know how to say it

i really love you

you say it we stay together one of us is happy but the other is not

even if you do im the one sad and your happy so whats the diffference

i give you time to go on a two months trip

but i dont know what will happen when your back

i hope you get everything and enjoy your self there

and

come back

with a

positive

answer

for me .

2010-11-19T18:16:00.001-08:00

i remember those days when i get out of the shower and your txt message appears right on my phone

(:

2010-11-19T17:32:00.000-08:00

i love you for infinity and beyond

2010-11-18T19:33:00.000-08:00

when you lose someone, someone you love. when they break your heart. it's the hardest thing you could ever go through. and no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. you may think you're getting better, but when you get a flashback,or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. you fall apart,for the hundredth time. and you feel like you just want to crawl under a sock and never come out. you love this person with all of your heart,even thought you know you shouldn't. they hurt worse than you've ever been hurt. they stole your happiness, but yet you still want them, and only them. other people come alone and give you chances to move on, because you promised you never would. and even if they broke all their promises, you want to keep yours.on top of that, you're terrified. terrified of getting hurt again. but its not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day your still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. you don't want to miss them anymore. you don't want to love them anymore, but you know you always will.

2010-11-18T19:30:00.000-08:00

my life would fall apart if i lost you,you are all i have left , so dont leave me please

2010-11-18T18:15:00.001-08:00

Boy you put me on the spot I don't know what to say
But I'm trying anyway
Like my hearts gonna drop
My mind drifts away and I can't control the pains
Words are spinning in my head
Don't know why I'm holding back

2010-11-18T17:53:00.000-08:00

dear my baby;

I will always be there by your side. For the best or for the worst. No matter what happens. I want to fill in the spaces between your fingers. To always keep then warm for you. I will take care of you; protect to you from anything or anyone that will hurt you. I will try my best to give you every thing you want and need.

I will love you with all my heart, just to see you smile. Because your smile is worth the world to me. Making you happy will always be my priority. I promise. Every promise I make to you, I will keep. Ever tear you cry, my shoulder will be there by your side.

I want to grow old with you. See you everyday, to just hold you in my arms and see your smiles.

I want whats best for you. And if I’m not the best, I will set you free. Knowing your happy means everything to me. And if that’s what I need to do, I will let go. But I will do no more, no less than to love you with everything I got.

P.S: There will be no day, no hour, no minute, I’m never thinking of you.

2010-11-18T17:48:00.000-08:00

My heart hurts…

boy: Why?

girl: Cause it’s been crying out for you but you cant hear it…

2010-11-18T17:25:00.000-08:00

I dont know whats on your mind right now but i hope you still love and care about me

2010-11-18T17:18:00.000-08:00

hoping for you to choose the path/road that i want you to re-enter

2010-11-18T02:58:00.000-08:00

im afraid of saying i miss you

my thoughts

2010-11-18T02:44:00.000-08:00

I want those days back, when i wake up morning waiting for your goodmorning txt waiting for you to turn my frown upside down and my days better. I know that these past few days its been hard for you to decide but im hoping that you decide how im wanting it to be ): hoping for those times that everything was normal and okay.

):

2010-11-17T23:48:00.000-08:00

hoping for a positive answer ):, im still loving you

2010-06-29T20:11:00.000-07:00

well its fathers days soon. It got me thinking a little. I’ve never really celebrated father’s day before. Only because I don’t have a father to be with. He’s out and about somewhere on this earth. I’ve seen a couple people today who told me they didn’t say happy father’s day to their dad, I was just like wow. My dad left me when I was two, or even younger. Everytime I bring him up, my mom has this serious face on her and she doesn’t like to talk about him. I just wonder if him and his family ever think about me. Do they ever think about the daughter he had about fifteen years ago? Do they even know I still exist on this earth? Are they ever going to try finding me one day? I think about him from time to time. I don’t even know my grandparents names and I found out his full name last year. My last name is supposed to be Ly not Do. So Sandy ly? Nah. I think Sandy Dosounds better, hehe. I only have one picture of him holding me as a baby left, that’s my only evidence or connection with him. I think everyone should appreciate their father’s more. I only have little care from my mother and I never had a father’s care perspective.

2010-06-29T20:10:00.001-07:00

I make one mistake you start to blow up. I really don’t understand why when you talk to me you’re always “in a bad mood” or you give me glares like I did something wrong. It’s like you’re not happy talking to me. I see you talking to your friends and you laugh and joke around, living the good life. But when you talk to me, you yell or insult me as if what comes out of my mouth is something you have to disagree to. I really don’t remember the last time talking to you and you had a smile on your face.

2010-06-21T03:53:00.000-07:00

Dear baby,

It’s only been a while,4ish months. You mean the whole world to me. You’re the one that makes me happy whenever I’m sad and the one that makes me happier when I’m at the top of the world you do things that i ask you to do. You’re the first I introduced to my parents, one that I let share everything with me. All my spare time goes to you now, I love you heaps baby. I guess we cant see each other that often but as long as you’re happy, that’s all that matters. I love you and already miss you like hell<3

2010-05-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

As I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I get over your smile, When I will let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel… A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us… I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you.

2010-05-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

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2010-05-26T04:35:00.002-07:00

Before i sleep&`after i wake up &`all the hours in between; you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. imissyou..

2010-05-26T04:35:00.001-07:00

At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say cause there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

2010-05-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

You are the reason I am the best I’ll be, so let me stitch your heart so it won’t bleed, and I won’t rest until you finally breathe, ‘cause I still love you more than anything

2010-05-26T04:23:00.000-07:00

Be loved, but never love.
Attach, but never combine.
Trip, but never fall.
To be broken is better
than being shattered.
Tell him of your strengths,
but never your past.
Be trustworthy,
but never trust.
Be cracked,
but never open.

2010-05-16T01:56:00.000-07:00

No matter how angry I am, I always say "its okay"
No matter how disappointed I am, I always say "I'm fine"
Why?
Because I love you.

2010-05-16T01:53:00.000-07:00

The path of true love is never easy,
we've hit so many bumps, but we're
still standing strong, saying..

"I love you more each day and
its worth every path"

2010-05-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

Don't ever listen when people say he's not good.
enough for you because truly, you are the only one
who knows how much he makes you feel.

2010-05-16T01:29:00.000-07:00

When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults.You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes.You accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and who loves you in return.

So once you have it, don't ever let go.
The chance might never come your way again.

2010-05-16T01:15:00.001-07:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you…. The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’

fucken family

2010-01-31T00:46:00.001-08:00

geez its the begining of the year first day of school going home pick up my uncle, hes like u failed maths? im like idk forgot *rolled eyes* and hes like BRING ME YOUR REPOT on MONDAY WERE doing work together everyday and im like oh wtf..
and stared at my mum driving got home, shes like ur going to your grandmas house doing your homework everyday and im like oh wtf! shes like stay there till 11pm and im like oh wtf how do u expect me go home eat shower by the time i do that u tell me off and shiet
shes like so idc u go do that im like FUCKEN HELL i can do HOMEWORK AT HOME TOO YOU KNOW? my uncles NOTHING Of me anymore since my dad let you go shes like SO THEY CARE ABOUT YOU im like WELL I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEM LIKE SERIOUSLY I WOULD RUN AWAY FROM HOME RIGHT NOW IF YOU WANT like fucken hell
that night i sat in front of the comp typing this..

2009-11-30T21:00:00.000-08:00

Friday :L
periods one and two, ;@ ebboott
during class he rages at me freaken dickhead ;@ and i cried he didn't know what shit i was doing just ragged,just felt like stabbing a knife up his damn big ass and his face ;@
three and four,
science boring like no shit in the computer room still pissed off cant be fucked doing any work so just say the computers fucked,
five and six,maths
boring shit doing a chapter review and had to shutup, for some nerds to do there "extention" shit test ;@ pearch is so mean ;@ damn hot and turns off the fans.
seven,
watching Matilda everyone was calm..
eight,
doing some test, bored no shit.

;;

2009-11-27T15:47:00.000-08:00

We were out for walk when I turned her way
Your not gonna like it but I have to say

Her face went pale and she put up her guard
Knowing my news would hit her hard

I said I can't love you, I'm sorry, I tried
It was her left eye that teared, but her heart that cried

She said I hate you and she turned and ran
She looked back and yelled, you're not even a man

I chased after her, though she drifted from sight
I was so scared now, concerned that she might

I got to her house, my worst fear came true
As she stood holding the knife, she yelled screw you

It took this moment to help me see
That I truly loved her, and she truly loved me

Now my love is on the edge, and it wasn't an act
I told her I loved her, that I took it all back

She said it's a lie, you don't love me
But this kitchen knife does and it can set me free

I started to beg, please honey, no
But she closed her eyes and in it did go

It was so much pain she couldn't stand anymore
She dropped to her knees, then down to the floor

I ran to her body and crouched at her side
The pain I was feeling I couldn't hide

It was all my fault, that my love took her life
It may as well have been me, holding the knife

I held her hand, and touched her face
I tried to stop the bleeding just above her waist

The last thing she said is forever in my mind
That I killed my true love and that's hard to find

I told her I loved her and I started to cry
She turned her head away, and silently died

would you just listen

2009-11-27T15:33:00.000-08:00

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

erms..

2009-08-21T18:52:00.000-07:00

you make me smile,
in tough times
you make me laugh
when i'm down
you listen to every word i say,
even if it's random or dirty
you make a frown turn upside down
you say only personality
matters! thats why
your special to me
i love you <3

2009-08-21T18:45:00.000-07:00

when a man says he loves you,
And says he's main concern is your
happiness.
Listen not to what he says
but what he does, Be sure his actions speak to his words,
And his "love" is true and real.
Cos it will hurt like shiet when he shows
you the true meaning of,

actions speak louder than words...

pissed off.

2009-08-21T18:44:00.000-07:00

being pissed of is a waist of time yet its all of my mine. im full of hate and i have a breaking point thats coming fast! im going to crack and all i want to do is fight even if that means getting my ass kicked! anger anger and anger that's my personality how is she attracted to me? and theirs a huge chance she doesnt. i pray to my parents god that she actually does.

R.I.P

2009-08-21T05:00:00.000-07:00

i thought of you with love
today but that is nothing new
i thought about you
yesterday and days
before that too.

i think of you in silence
i often speak of your name
all i have are memories and
your picture in a frame

Your memory is my keepsake
with which I'll never part
god has you in keeping
i have you in my heart

believe in yourself.

2009-08-21T04:48:00.000-07:00

When you really want something.

sometimes you have to swim a little

deeper.. You can't give up just
because things don't come easy...
You have to overcome the obstacles
and face your fears...
But in the end, it's all worth
while! Life is full of ups and downs,
but if you believe in yourself
you will always come through with
flying colours... Value friendship,
love and faith... Never
underestimate yourself.
Believe in yourself...!
"have a good life.."

2009-08-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

I didn't hear you leave

I wonder how i am still here

And i don't want to move a thing

It might change my memory

Oh i am what i am

I do what i want

But i can't hide

And i won't go

I won't sleep

i can't breathe

Until you're resting here with me

2009-08-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

thursday.. i was into class my art teacher was checking hw.. ohhs shiets i forgot to do homework.. detention at lunch >.> effing teacher pisses me off straight in the morning i stayed quiet for the whole 2 periods.

recess- still quiet amywaved to me but i just looked down and waved cos i was pissed.

french- until then we were watching a movie for 2 periods so i decided to txt Cindy but she didn't reply so i txt leo he replied lol that kept me quiet for another 2 periods until home eco the teacher was so Argo like always and some hows stupid bulldog think it's period 6 but it's actually period 5 stupid betch. next period we go to the computer room to type some rents life over here. as miss called Rita's name out when the bell rang asked her were is her work i just walk fast out of the class.

lunch it is.. like everyday some stupid dicks pushing getting in trouble like everyday.

English- we go in calss.. sir talks about some shiet poem stuff for tomorrows test.. next period it is.. we go outside to finish our work poems it got so bored to continued txting until i saw johnny and Kevin poping there heads out of know were.. i said "johnny" ayyes jenny it's johhny she thinks i'm crazy until i said Kevin nini's bf and johnny she runs to them so.. fast 8-) miss wright tells them to go out wait until the bell rings for home time.

home time it is.. awesome end of the day..